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The Diary of Madie Beartri

The Diary of Madie Beartri


Journal Entry 22

I am having trouble sleeping. I'm in a constant worry about everything. Last night was horrible, I couldn’t shut my mind off. I don’t like that Matt is inside the Central campus. I don’t want him taking any unnecessary chances. I am sure he will only do what is necessary, but I still worry about […]

Journal Entry 10

It rained all night long. I love the rain. I seem to sleep well when it rains. It is going to be a busy day. I promised Casey I would watch the baby a little while so that she can take care of herself. She is the cutest baby. I hope Casey gets to enjoy […]

Journal Entry 8

It has been a long day. Matt and Jonas have still not returned with the Runt. I am keeping my fingers crossed that the Runt is doing fine and that the Central Bobcats didn't catch him. Tony was his best friend, is his best friend. Speaking of Tony, he is still recovering. We are still […]

Journal Entry 7

Tony is getting worse and the Runt is missing. I couldn’t find him anywhere this morning. He didn’t show for breakfast. His bike is also missing. He is too little to be out in the city alone. It would be disastrous if the Central Bobcats caught him.

Journal Entry 6

We moved Tony from the basement up to the admin hallway. He is not doing well. His eye seems to be better, but his stomach is extremely bloated and painful to the touch. He isn’t holding any food down, but we are insisting that he drink water. People die from dehydration. Marty, Gretchen and Cecilia […]

Journal Entry 5

I went to the market plaza today to see if I could find a pair of new shoes (old shoes). The ones I have are coming apart at the seams. My feet wouldn't fit into any of the shoes. I guess I will wear these a little longer. While I was shopping, I overheard people […]

Journal Entry 4

I Dreamt about being home again last night. I swear I could almost feel and smell the clean sheets. It felt like a weekend. One of those mornings when you had a great night's sleep. A familiar smell wakes you. My mom was in the kitchen making her famous biscuits. I miss those biscuits. I […]

Journal Entry 3

I take back the “I’m bored” thing. Bear Country held a meeting tonight to discuss what could be done about our missing fuel. The consensus was nothing. Asking for the fuel back wasn’t an option, taking the fuel back wasn’t an option, although two people who shall remain nameless thought, we should storm central and […]

Journal Entry 2

There’s trouble in Bear Country. The Runt came running down the admin hall before sun-up this morning, he was yelling at the top of his lungs. “Get up, Get up. They took our fuel! “ I jumped off my couch and met the boy in the hallway. “Ok, we get the point.” I yelled back. […]

Journal Entry 1

I finally found a new journal to write in. I found it at the plaza, and I paid a hefty price, but I desperately needed something to write my thoughts down in. You would think that a person living inside of a school building would have access to paper. Not in this school. Except for the […]

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