{"id":1013,"date":"2026-07-22T06:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-07-22T06:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/beartribenet-journal-entry-012"},"modified":"2026-07-23T23:54:44","modified_gmt":"2026-07-23T23:54:44","slug":"journal-entry-012","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/madiebeartri.com\/journal\/2026\/07\/22\/journal-entry-012\/","title":{"rendered":"Journal Entry 12"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<audio class=\"wp-audio-shortcode\" id=\"audio-1013-1\" preload=\"none\" style=\"width: 100%;\" controls=\"controls\"><source type=\"audio\/mpeg\" src=\"https:\/\/madiebeartri.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2004\/09\/journal-entry-12.mp3?_=1\" \/><a href=\"https:\/\/madiebeartri.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2004\/09\/journal-entry-12.mp3\">https:\/\/madiebeartri.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2004\/09\/journal-entry-12.mp3<\/a><\/audio>\n<p>I feel so bad. No one told Tony that Runt was missing. I was updating the bulletin board in the admin hall when Tony asked me where the Runt was. I just stood there and stared at him. I finally told him that I was sorry the Runt had been missing for days. I tried to explain to Tony why we think the Runt left. That he left to find medicine and that Jonas and Matt went looking for him.<\/p>\n<p>Tony was so angry that he yelled at me for being irresponsible. He said that I should have been more reliable and that it&#8217;s my fault if the Runt is dead. I\u00a0 don&#8217;t blame him for yelling at me. We should have told Tony that the Runt was missing sooner. The Runt was not my primary responsibility. He just appeared on our doorstep one day, dirty and hungry. Tony became his friend. Tony is the one who took care of him. \u00a0This is going to sound stupid, but I honestly didn\u2019t realize that I should have been taking care of the Runts\u2019 needs while Tony was ill. I just assumed that everyone took care of everyone. I have a tremendous amount of responsibility around here. I try to make sure that life around Bear Country runs smoothly. Most of the time it does.<\/p>\n<p>Madie<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; I feel so bad. No one told Tony that Runt was missing. I was updating the bulletin board in the admin hall when Tony asked me where the Runt was. I just stood there and stared at him. I finally told him that I was sorry the Runt had been missing for days. I &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/madiebeartri.com\/journal\/2026\/07\/22\/journal-entry-012\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Journal Entry 12&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"Journal Entry 12","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[5,6,7,8,9,10,12,13,14,15],"tags":[32,35,38,59,62,70,73,75,78],"class_list":["post-1013","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-beartribenet-archive","category-diary","category-fiction","category-journal","category-madie-beartri","category-marsha-loftis","category-serial-fiction","category-story","category-teen-fiction","category-young-adult","tag-diary","tag-fiction","tag-journal","tag-madie-beartri","tag-marsha-loftis","tag-serial-fiction","tag-story","tag-teen-fiction","tag-young-adult"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/madiebeartri.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1013","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/madiebeartri.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/madiebeartri.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/madiebeartri.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/madiebeartri.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1013"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/madiebeartri.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1013\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3893,"href":"https:\/\/madiebeartri.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1013\/revisions\/3893"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/madiebeartri.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1013"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/madiebeartri.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1013"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/madiebeartri.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1013"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}